First Trip and More

Well, we are on our first overnight trip as a family of three….so far so good. Brooke didn’t mind sleeping in the pack n play because that is where she sleeps at childcare. I didn’t sleep well though, it was too hot and the bed sinks in the middle. Oh well, I guess there isn’t much I can do about it. Hubbin is skiing today and I feel like all I have done is fed her, changed her, and put her to sleep. We ventured out to the outlet mall, but that only lasted about 45 minutes before she needed to be changed and put down for a nap. I ended up coming back long before every one else…

On a different note altogether, She is three months old and I still have a hard time sharing her with other people, especially people we don’t see all the time.
With the A-team we are on for Slave Free Earth, as well as a conversation I had with my sister-in-law over Christmas, I am Leary of letting her out of my sight with people I don’t know very well, and sometimes even those I do. I am also reading “God in a Brothel” which only makes me more paranoid about leaving my Little Lady with any male ever. Other than her Daddy of course. I know there has to be a healthy balance of paranoia and trust in God to take care of her, but I am having a hard time finding it. I know His plans for her are for her good and His glory, it’s the other people I don’t trust at all.