{"id":780,"date":"2011-10-21T09:24:00","date_gmt":"2011-10-21T16:24:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.ravaeerickson.com\/?p=780"},"modified":"2011-10-21T09:24:00","modified_gmt":"2011-10-21T16:24:00","slug":"left","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.ravaeerickson.com\/?p=780","title":{"rendered":"Left"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Three weeks left until due day&#8230;.saying that makes it sound like D-day, which its not, but sometimes that&#8217;s what it feels like. I&#8217;m not ready for baby girl to be here most of the time. I certainly have my moments of being ready, but I&#8217;m not ready all the time. I&#8217;m not sitting around pining for her to be here already, but I am excited to meet her and see her and hold her. Does that make me a bad person? A bad mom? I guess I don&#8217;t really care if you think that makes me horrible or not. I can&#8217;t change it anyway. <br \/>\nI&#8217;m not counting the days or hoping she comes this weekend, she will come when she comes and I will be ready when that happens because I will have to be. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Three weeks left until due day&#8230;.saying that makes it sound like D-day, which its not, but sometimes that&#8217;s what it feels like. I&#8217;m not ready for baby girl to be &hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-780","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog","category-uncategorized","has-meta has-sticky-meta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ravaeerickson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/780","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ravaeerickson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ravaeerickson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ravaeerickson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ravaeerickson.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=780"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.ravaeerickson.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/780\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.ravaeerickson.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=780"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ravaeerickson.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=780"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.ravaeerickson.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=780"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}